Friday, November 27, 2009

Show NO emotion.

It's kind of hard from going from this really emotional, sensitive, vulnerable, submissive person to someone who has to toughen up, have a stronger back bone & have to hold their guard up because of the things they've been through & pain they've endured from others. But as soon as you let your guard down & become a little too laxed, that's when sh*t gets f*cked up again. You try to have hope & give certain people a chance & try to trust them & believe the words they say to you because you would hate to have a negative mindstate. Well....if your intuition senses the dishonesty & deceit, that's what you should most likely roll with. My heart never fails me although my mind may play tricks on me at times, I never give up on my heart & what it tells me. Sometimes, I'm a little hard-headed & go against my will because my heart & my feelings may clash. But I'm human; I make mistakes. But these mistakes put me in bad positions & seem to always sitting somewhere with my feelings hurt. Some people wonder when their time will come. The day when they can trust someone & share something special. I'm one of those people. I'm not desperate for it, but it would be something that would be nice to share. & if you have that already, hold on to it. & remember anything worth having is worth fighting for. Being patient, keeping positive is the best advice I can give to myself. & don't get me wrong, I'm Happy. Its just a point I'm trying to get across about certain ways a person can feel.

Another thing (totally off subject),
For some reason, its cold as hell in NY right now!! & its been so nice!! :(
I'm on the subway writing this because I'd hate to lose my train of thought.

Have a blessed weekend.
Give a Hater a hug.
-Elle <3

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Soldier of Love-Sade

....I honestly cant even wait for this.
I listen to Sade E V E R Y D A Y.
this makes my soul =]

-Elle B <3

Check out my post on Dr. Jays for Orisue !!

-Elle B. <3

Sunday, November 22, 2009

What would you do??

What would you do, if you could get with me & my crew?
-Elle B<3

Friday, November 20, 2009

this sh*t right here!!!

This is soooo Lauren.
I'd R-O-C-K the shiznit out this outfit.
too Dope.

-Elle <3

Thursday, November 19, 2009

when its all said & done. . .

There's been a lot on my mind more than usual, if you can even believe that, due to the changes I'm going through in life. Friends become strangers, Family becomes enemies, crushes get crushed. ouch!! But, in the end I keep my focus & my mind set of what I was put on this earth to do. So all that other stuff that's going on...doesn't even matter at all to me.

Everyday my Aunt sends me a "Scripture of the Day" or "Positive Thought of the Day" just because & its mainly an email blast to family & friends. Usually I'm too busy to read it or I'm just being lazy & simply don't want to scroll over to the lit up icon on my Blackberry to go to the unread email. But yesterday, the title of this one particular "Positive Thought of the Day" caught my eye..."Speak at the Right Time." I even read it outloud to my boss because I had just received it as I walked in his office. It read:

"Where there is Honesty there is Flexibility. When someone challenges the truth of what we are saying we generally tend to argue and prove our point in order to prove ourselves right. When we argue in this way, it shows our own stubbornness and doesn't help in any way to reveal the truth. Where silence doesn't help in revealing the truth, arguement never will because the other person is not in a position to listen to us at that moment. We need to realize the fact that when the other person is not able to recognize the truth, our arguing will not help in any way. When the truth is with us we need not argue but we only need to wait for the right opportunity to tell what we have to say. When we try to tell when the other person is not in a position to listen to us, it only reveals our lack of flexibility."

When its all said & done. . . .
Life is about compromise & being understanding. We all want to be right all the time but we can't. If we take time to LISTEN & be Honest, there will be nothing but good outcomes.
Get it? Great.
-Elle <3

Wednesday, November 18, 2009


These are some of my younger homies who I attended high school with. Their videos are HILARIOUS!! I had to post this on my blog. . .. . .

Damn Technology

Its been over a month since I've gotten this new Blackberry because my old one was acting like it had AIDS. =( & I was sad because I lost some important notes/memos that suddenly disappeared from my phone after I tried to sync my info to Blackberry Desktop Manager.

Then last week I tried to put music on my Blackberry & the *shiet* messed up my memory card (no songs, no pics, nada anymore)!!

all I'm saying is.....
DON'T rely on technology.

It will Fack with your feelings something terrible "/


Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Merry Christmas to me!!!

Who's getting me this for Christmas??

Thanks, I appreciate you.
-Elle B. <3

These are Crazyy!!!

would you rock these if they became available to wear??
-elle <3

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Halloween 09 in NYC

I'd say this was a pretty successful, fun-packed, interesting, hilarious Halloween weekend! Hope you all had a great weekend too! = ]
_Elle <3